Emma and Jess's space

wow so these past 3 days have been crazy! I had a housewarming party (more like a crazy house party), 2 birthday parties, and one super bowl party to go to in 3 days. That means a lot of beer, a lot of vodka-cranberries, a lot of wine, and A LOT of food (that I didnt journal either ). Actually, I probably would have done a lot worse with the food if it wasnt for the fact that I dont eat meat so that is actually kind of good. I did actually make it to the gym today though AND I did lots of ON DEMAND work outs after dinner so I am pretty proud of myself for that. I've been drinking all of my water (which was my goal for this week) so that is really good too. I weigh myself tomorrow and I am expecting a gain, I just hope it's not too too much cuz i still want to aim for my goal of 166 (10 lbs down) by valentines day. Work Out Swimming- 1500meters/40min/300cal 1 mile Booster- 1mi/29min/100cal Fat Burn- (No, I really thought I was going to die doing this one, I was seriously dripping sweat) 23min/200cal Holly's Workout- 20min/100cal In Home Walking (I love this lady)- 1mi/19min/100cal Billy Blanks Taebo (I am WAY too uncoordinated for this.... and he had a lazy eye that I couldn't stop looking at lol, but I still did it anyways)- 20min/150cal

yay yay yay yay yay! happy day for me. I went to the gym today and decided to face the scale, I was so scared because I was almost positive I was going to gain weight, but i actually lost 2 lbs! I was so excited, I stepped on the scale like 3 times just to make sure it was right. Last week when I thought I did sooooo good and I worked out sooo much and I didnt lose anything, and then this week I thought I did horrible and then I dropped weight... gosh my body is crazy. I really think I just focused on the negative this week and didnt look at all my good choices I made and I really second guessed myself. Anyway, I have lots of things to improve but I know I am (in general) being a lot better to myself then I use to be and I am happy.

hey guys, i'm really struggling with my healthy eating habits and going to the gym (I went, but not for very long) the past 3 days. I've used more than my 35 flexi points and my weigh in is on tuesday! I'm gonna try to go to the gym tomorrow for a 2 hour cardio session and try to stick to just my 22 points a day. I'm actually preparing myself to see a gain this week but I am going to try my hardest to make sure to keep it to a minimum and if I stay the same I will be pleasantly surprised.

So I didnt weigh-in today, I ate WAY too much, I start school again tomorrow, and I got a new hair cut (which I hate and I know everyone is lying to me when they say "no, I really like it"... so I was feeling frumpy and gross and did not have such a great day (well it was great until my bf went to sleep and all I kept thinking was "yea, i had fun, but did i make ANY healthy choices today?". So..... at 10 o'clock at night, as I am feeling bad for myself that I have to go to school tomorrow, I am browsing though ON Demand for a movie and see that they have clips of work out videos! I never knew that! they are only like 15-20 minutes long so i thought i would try one out (by the way, i've never done a work out video before). I was super excited to see that The Girls Next Door girls each had one (because it is actually a dream of mine to pose in playboy one day, so I love those girls so much). Anyway, I did Bridget's Bunny Bootcamp and I loved it. I was going to stop there but then I decided to do something called 1 mile jog booster.... and then I loved that too..... it was seriously like the lady was talking right to me... she was like "so you are trying to lose weight?" and I was like "yes, yes i am", then she was like "you are so awesome for making such a healthy choice today" and then i was like "OMG you are so right, I am totally awesome" lol (yes, i was actually talking back to the tv lol). After that one I wanted to do Kendra's video which was like kickboxing AND THEN since the jogging lady made me feel so good about myself, I did it AGAIN! lol so this is really good, I got about an hour of cardio and strength training in on a day that I thought i wasnt going to do ANYTHING! yay me. I think I did pretty good for the rest of the week, I worked out a lot, had a few bad days, but nothing TOO TOO bad.... so wish my luck on my weigh in!